Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Off I go

Next time I post, my status would have changed to "Married" in most places!! Ha ha ha! Am off tomorrow to Imphal and then later to Calcutta. I am very excited. It's still not sunk in that it is MY wedding! Whoaaa.
So well, hope everything goes well!

Peace,
Shaki

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Shaadi ke Ladoo

This is it! I am getting married in 22 days! It's finally about to happen! My heart is pounding and I am going crazy fussing about details. In spite of planning over the past 18 years or so about how my wedding will be, things are just different. Somehow, in the planning I had missed out so many details, for example, people! As in, I always envisioned how I will be and what people in my Plan would say and do and how they all would also want exactly the same things as me! But that was my Dream/Plan. In reality it doesn't work that way. And that's okay.
I am so excited! I have no idea how it will be. Of course I know the ceremony and what is supposed to happen but I don't know what will eventually happen and that totally excites me! I go on my long trips of day dreaming thinking about how it's going to be. I think of the things that people will say to me and how I will respond. It just is so awesome!! I am being pampered by my family as usual but now even more! I am loving it!
There are a few disappointments. T can't come. And she was in a major chunk of my Plans. She can't come now due to reasons that only bring a smile on my face. A lot of my close friends can't make it too due to the wedding being on a weekday. At first I was angry and upset but now I am trying to accept the fact that money and time are important factors in everyone's life. Fact of life. But I am glad some of them are coming and rejoicing in the fact that I will get to meet some of my friends after ages!! So happy :D
I don't know exactly how I am feeling other than just excitement.

Waiting for D-Day,
Shaki